How do you know if your “normal” is actually very unusual? How do you know that all you’ve known is not all others have known too?
Am I worthy? Am I worth it? I’m not worth it. What is worthy? I’m not worthy. I’m not worthy. How can I be worthy? I cannot believe that I am worthy. My mind refuses the very thought that I might be worth something. I’m not worth it. I’m not worthy. How could I possibly be worthy? I’m not worthy. I’m not worth anything.
If I only buy/use things I like, why doesn’t my closet look like a display rack from an imaginary clothing store that caters to just my taste? Why doesn’t my living environment look like an interior design magazine photoshoot of my dream home?