When I arrive at the end of my life, I want to know that I've loved so much and that I've been so loved. And that I spent my time on earth enjoying my own company sure but also made it through in camaraderie with the only other beings I will ever encounter who have any semblance of understanding of what it's like to be looking out the window on this absolute nonsense train journey towards oblivion, and I want to have looked as many of them in the eyes as I could and have said to them that I will never ever truly know what they're thinking. But god do I understand. And god do I hope they understand.