God i think I really love emma so much and im not one to be scared of divulging my feelings in the slightest and never have been, but she’s such a perfect person and I love being part of her life and watching her navigate it and I wish I could be as close to her as possible forever but I don’t dare risk my friendship because she really is so so so incredibly special.

She’s sleeping on my couch right now and I just hope she has the best future possible im so happy for her and glad I’m fortunate enough to know her she makes me so happy i really love her