the most fascinating feeling about being single after being a serial monogamist for years is when you no longer have a romantic partner, this feeling of wanting to care for and direct love towards somebody still remains. it's realizing that i have to unlearn the conditioning that is romantic love. it's learning to transmute and redirect that love and care for myself, my friends, and my family. it's learning to speak the same language but in a different way.
i’ve spent years away from home, but now i’m realizing now that my focus needs to be at the home. i’m here to learn from my family but i’m also bringing back everything i’ve learned to teach them. through this i know i will further learn what it means to be patient and compassionate.
i’m proud of myself for setting more boundaries and creating better environments for my higher self to thrive.