i am FREAKING about these wild fires and NV is not the place i wanna be. mentally preparing to lose it all! emergency plan is planned.
it has been so challenging.
taking on the world the way i do.
i really surprise myself with my bravery.
i’ve outgrown my old friends.
i don’t know what to say if it’s not about decolonization.
i don’t do small talk. i don’t ignore the big picture.
pandemic was traumatizing.
it’s not over, this shit is ridiculous.
let me go on,
i don’t do “escapes” , really.
i’m always here, always thinking of everything.
the fucking ocean is on fire man.
being in this black body, a person, a human today.
all about survival.
always about survival.
always in survival mode.
i’ve always rested. no one had to tell me.
i always been in survival mode.
anyways, i am angry. emotional. hopefully.
i am feeling. that is love.
i am loving. that is love.
i am here. that is love.
here’s a hug.