JOUISSANCE

You want for you and I to join in shared psychosis- to agree on a different, alternative reality.

I know it’s finished. It’s over now, it happened, it isn’t happening. But what do you want me to do? It’s impacted every aspect of my life since.

Who told you you could judge the reactions others have to your fuckshit? Who(m)?!

The comfortable deep silence
Being able to talk about soft, tender, “ important” things
Affections visible

My heart is full and lonesome

I’ve been noticing signs of faith, everywhere. And it makes me feel warm, and safe, and whole. I really can’t explain it any further than that and I don’t suppose I’m supposed to be able to.

To be seen is not a penalty

There is a colossal need to look up from your feet.
To straighten your back and look past the strain you feel.