The search for meaning is in fact the thing that gives our lives meaning. So really the own true meaning of life is finding your own way to enjoy it.
“We have to consciously study how to be tender with each other until it becomes a habit because what was native has been stolen from us…but we can practice being gentle with each other by being gentle with that piece of ourselves that is hardest to hold.”
- Audre Lord
“throughout my life I’ve practiced my way to being the best I could be, it didn’t work this time. I had to tear down every process I'd ever relied on. go deeper. rebuild. start again.”