at the same time feeling frustrated and "sad?" bcs no one will ever fully understand you, but at the same time it is comforting... no one can hear my thoughts when I don't speak..
We stay an incomplete mystery to others, but also to ourselves - and I like that bcs it keeps me going, it keeps evolving, its never static - in constant flux
(“The intimate conversations of pure emotion held before the acquisition of language. The lullaby. Lallation. The imitative sounds a child makes in the effort to infuse language with meaning”) before pivoting to invoke Dadaism (“Dada freed words from their definitions by rearing new words with flexible definitions... It can mean whatever you want... Penetrating the private language is half the fun”); a piece from 2019 borrows the term glossolalia, or speaking in tongues. During their initial rise to fame, it was inevitably asked in every interview Cocteau Twins did: what do the lyrics mean?