took a long break from psychedelics — not feeling my best and needed to get through the hard parts on my own. started a new course of microdosing today (this time with psilocybin, not lsd). feeling pretty good after the nausea of the first dose passed. hoping this can bring back enough motivation to invest myself in life again and return me to more of a lucid state of mind

great trip yesterday, will post more later, but i wasn't able to dig into immanence much. there were some realizations and a few things deleuze et. al (esp benjamin and heidegger) were getting at in their own ways began to concretize in my head.

mostly it was an introspective trip + spent a lot of time in the park just enjoying watching things happen around me, which i guess is in itself immanence in a small way

2 weeks turns into 2 months very easily these days -

mushrooms tomorrow, ~1.5–2.5g of mushroom honey, have not decided on exact dose yet

intentions are still not set, but hopefully some clarity on a few ongoing life issues and another peek into "immanent" states of mind

update: been busy, waiting for the right time to dose again, hopefully ~2 weeks or so