The piano is my therapy. I let the piano heal me. I don't hide it. Without it I would be horribly depressed or in prison. It is something I have to do and the more I do it, the better I feel. Synthesiser or piano, it doesn't matter: get the aggression and emotion out, start fresh. It is hygiene for my mental state. It doesn't come quickly. I need time to get into this world, and I can't really describe exactly what is happening, but sometimes it brings me to tears. Not because it is beautiful, but because sometimes it's good to cry. And I see it in others too, at the concerts. They need an output.