your 20s are about going and achieving an idealized "want" to then realize it's not what you actually "want" or intrinsically "need".
inside this process is a message for what you truly desire and appreciate out of life.
Your starting position has to be somewhat optimistic or you’ll talk yourself out of getting started. Believing in what you are about to do does not guarantee success, but a lack of belief can prevent it.
Your relationships will rarely be healthier than your self-esteem. If the time you spend alone is already enjoyable to some degree—that is, if you have a healthy internal monologue and generally feel good about yourself—then you will have a fairly high bar for the type of relationships you’ll enter. But if you’re unhappy with yourself, then you are more likely to put up with bad relationships because they may occasionally make you feel better than you do alone. If you want a great relationship, the first thing you want is to be comfortable with yourself.
growing attached to our creations is sometimes the worst thing we can do to ourselves.
go, be free. there is so much left for you to conjure into being.