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Justin Pineda
americas future next Great America Novelist asks “why am i still alive i dont want to be here anymore”
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not saying i’ll kill myself soon but i think about about once to 20 times a day depending on the amount of scrutinizing i face on the daily. sorry i dont try hard. sorry to be a failiure. sorry idk what im doing. sorry im gonna die
i wish i could
know what i want to do
i cant help but feel like i dont want to be alive
and i dont want to know what to do

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