I don't want to rely on the hopeless hope: time will tell. It means you are giving up on the now and hoping for a better future which has a 50% chance of being better, if you dont try to increase its chances by being so TODAY.
I have already written a book but it is scattered so now the real job is to collect all of those things and make sense of them
feel like that entire creativity was as symptom of something that passed and I feel it fading away but I dont want to
If I dont hold on to things (ideas, concepts, thoughts) they will leave me and since I already am habituated with them, I will not recognize them and get them back in me. I will lose them forever.