Why don’t you want it?

Nothings wrong with it. And I do want it. Only I don’t need it. And if I take what I don’t need, I‘ll never get to what I do need

— the dispossessed, Ursula k. Le guin

Instead of doing what one is supposed to do one can ask why one does it, who benefits from it, how can it reconnect with ___________________?
Edward Said