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i have nowhere else to go

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ur gonna get older and shake your head when you think about how you tried to force yourself into places you didn't fit when you could have just kept exploring. it's scary to not know where you belong, but staying in places where you don't feel yourself is not the answer.

its taking me some time to process what really happened in may. i'm with someone right now who makes me happy. i struggled when i first met them because i had a skewed notion of love that i created from all the half-ass relationships i had previously been in. in may you really hurt me. you were making me anxious and i could feel you pulling away but refusing to let go. that wasn't fair. i told you what i wanted and you wanted something different but couldn't admit it. you kept me around for a reason i will never know or ask about. you don't get to treat people that way. i've been feeling a little sad about it recently. i thought i was sad about you, but i've come to realize that i am sad for who i was. i am sad that i accepted so little from you and kept you in my life for as long as i did. i hope you're well. i hope you got the job you were talking about. i hope you're making the rent.

i don't blame you anymore. you showed me who you were at the start. i knew there was never going to be a good ending.

healthy love can be scary when you haven't experienced it before!

too eager to accept any love i can get that i forget what i deserve

sorry will never be enough from someone who apologizes but doesn't change

someone is gonna show you the love you’ve been waiting for ❤️ don’t accept anything less than that

sometimes all you need is someone to remind you of how capable you are. you’re forgetting how far you’ve come and how far you can go

stop making excuses for someone who is showing you that they don’t want to be in your life

being your friend has been such a rewarding experience, I still have so much to learn from you

healthy love is peaceful

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