you taught me presence, but my practice cannot depend on you
my ego convinced me to pursue separateness through our specialness
to abandon my growth, the unknown, for the safety of what we built
we found freedom together
in each other but
our separate freedoms will reunite us
will sustain us
on the river of ever flowing devotion
eternal life prays
let's do this again
now, in your absence
my heart struggles to trust itself
my ego tries to identify every mistake I made
tears me apart
looking for proof we were destined to fail
destined to part
but when I feel gravity at my core
energy swiveling my matter
into yarn weaving without
within me
I see you everywhere
I see how we're moving towards each other
even as we move without
and I trust unconditional to clarify
when
let's do this again