today I have decided that I love being a 20 year old kid. I love making 20 year old kid mistakes. I love having 20 year old kid dreams and wishes and hopes and wants and desires. I love being 20 and knowing Jesus and I love being 20 and not knowing Jesus at all. I love being 20 and I love having so much time. idk today I just really love being 20 and today I love that I feel like I am finally allowed to act my age in all the responsible and irresponsible ways. I love it.